My
room is hollow; it echoes when I put my empty bag down. And my bag
sits in the center of the room, and I think I see it pulsing with the
anticipation of the next adventure.
… did
that sound like I was trying too hard? Baha!
No,
but really. My pops came last weekend and helped me move pretty much
ALL of my things. This little place that last week felt like home,
feels more like an icy hole in the wall, like the little shit hole it
always aspired to be! And I do mean that.
But
there's no sadness in it, at least not yet. Which is a wonderful
thing, because it means that the timing is right. And let me assure you, the timing could not be more right. Transition is exactly
what I need.
With
my trip less than 2 weeks away, I'm stressed and overwhelmed, and of
course, I left everything to the last minute, because I don't know
how not to procrastinate. But that's okay, because when you are
tried, you thrive and that's the instinct that I'm hoping will kick
in when I realize all the things I failed to prepare for.
Anyway,
enough rambling.
Last
weekend I spent a completely AWESOME weekend with family, dancing the
night away, al estilo Sinaloa. If I never wear those heels again,
they can be put to rest having lived a fulfilled life, practically
danced the soles right off of those pretty puppies.
And
So this week is my last hurrah, hence the title of this post. All
week, I will work hard and party hard as well. I'll spend my last
weekend in the states with my beautiful friends and family in
Riverside, and then fly to Mexico.
Yes,
that's right. Mexico. I'm gonna spend some time with my grandparents
and I'm so grateful that I get to do that. Then I'll come back, and 2
days later, I'm jet-setting again, and that time it will be forreal
;)
Also,
I've changed my blog's name and url because I'm admittedly self
conscious and I just think this new blog name is more me.
Awkward,
nonsensical post, I'm just so exhausted and excited. So, check ya'
later, kitty katz!